Yahshua, I apologise for not earlier discovering the process of the crucifixtion are:1. Baptism the Start
2. Wilderness
3. Persecution and rejection of world
4. Seperation of WORLD within [1 John 2: 15-17 KJV]
5. The painful waiting in Jerusalem within
6. Ressurrection Power of 1 Cor 15: 17
Also, thank you for allowing me to discover:
What is it to be inwardly crucified? It is to be dead to every desire, whatever it may be, which has not the Divine sanction; to be dead to every appetite and every affection which is not in accordance with the Divine law; to have no desire, no purpose, no aim but such as comes by Divine inspiration, or is attended with the Divine approbation. To be inwardly crucified is to cease to love Mammon in order that we may love God, to have no eye for the world’s possessions, no ear for the world’s applause, no tongue for the world’s envious or useless conversation, no terror for the world’s opposition. To be inwardly crucified is to be, among the things of this world, “a pilgrim and a stranger”; separate from what is evil, sympathizing with what is good, but never with idolatrous attachment; seeing God in all things and all things in God. To be inwardly crucified is, in the language of Tauler, “to cease entirely from the life of self, to abandon equally what we see and what we possess, our power, our knowledge, and our affections; that so the soul in regard to any action originating in itself is without life, without action, and without power, and receives its life, its action, and its power from God alone.”
—Professor Upham